I know that you have basically given me the summer off and I appreciate it. You were on vacation for four of the last six weeks and I have very little input into what you were doing to my son.
You returned a few days ago behaving like a spoiled two year old child in full tantrum. I would kindly appreciate it if you would stop! I have not seen a bg level below 10 (180) or even close to 12 (215) since my son came home. I have injected my son for the past two nights to get some sort of control going on and you have bucked that by still not letting him come down into range.
You have made his body used to being high. We have tried numerous site changes to battle you. I am getting tired.
You have me up at 3am each night fixing all of the damage you have done throughout the day. You are creating more and more highs. You are causing me a great deal of stress. I can no longer go back to bed and sleep at 3 but instead toss and turn for two more hours wondering if I will win this round.
I am tired, Diabetes. I would really appreciate it if you can finish with this childish behavior and behave for at least a short period of time. We are heading off on a plane today and then will be a way from home for a few days. Granted if there are any major problems we will be in the best possible place next week but guess what? I really don’t even want to see minor problems. I am done. Finished. Consider yourself on a time out!
A very tired Mom.